HEART TO HEART WITH DAD ABOUT DEPRESSION!

You know you know when you've been wearing shoes all day and you finally take them off that's not. What is lying. Welcome. Back oh my what. Up cats good. Morning. To. The best family, on YouTube, what, up everybody you are now watching fouseytube, those, were all my intros, like throughout the years and you guys just got all of them in one video so that deserves a thumbs up anyways, what's up everybody welcome, back I believe today, should be day. 9 if I'm not mistaken today should be day 9 I'm 365. Days of pussy you know we started off strong we had some good videos we, fell off we know why because you know I deleted the video we came back yesterday at, least we came back and today we're, back and I'm gonna go to the gym that's pretty much all there is right now guys I read a comment that I really like and the comment said Yousef just go outside your house take us to cafes, take us to good food spots and that was a good idea and I would do, that if it wasn't so snowy, right now and that's really messing, up everything anyways. One, time in the video I sat down and I had a one-on-one talk, with my mom so now I'm gonna sit down and have a one-on-one talk with my dad how you doing okay, can. You have a seat. Okay. You see me on the couch I play Nintendo, I sell the merchandise i, vlog but I don't really go out and do anything I don't get to the gym I wake up like what should I do right now to change my life just do normal things like, go, to bed by 11 12 o'clock okay, wake up by 7 8 o'clock okay you have full day ahead of you eats breakfast. Relax go, to the gym go somewhere you could do many many things during the day but if you wake up 4 o'clock in the afternoon that shit you, did your, day is gone really okay. He's right he's right very, fair assessment do. You consider, like right now aren't I just getting adjusted to new jersey you've lived here for a couple of years you got adjusted, this is my first time ever. I didn't. Live for two years I lived there simply, for three months Baba when it was when you guys lived here for a long time when, it was snowing music, come and go we never spend, 3-4 months in a row so out of one to ten as whether whether or not supposed to sub anybody, from doing their normal things it's not supposed to okay so I don't want to ten as my father how bad am i living my life right now ten being the worst, timbi in the world yeah Tim. I'm. Living that bad yes you, were if you go to bed 4:00 in the morning or five and wake up four in the afternoon that's, I give me b12 from Tim like a horse, oh. Well. My dad is against a lot of things I'm doing in my life right now like watch this Bob do you think I should sell the Ferrari yes, silver, Ferrari buy a decent car which you could use every single, day take Jim take the grocery to anyway. You like let's just put it here and drive it once well wow I'm getting like life lessons, right now let me ask you one more question my dad is right by the way my dad isn't wrong I'm aware of what I'm doing wrong the issue is I'm aware and not doing anything about it all right so anyways, that's why I love these vlogs so much right now cuz we're seeing how I'm gonna get out of this rut because a lot of you might give up on these videos but some of you are gonna stick through and then we're gonna be successful at the end of this year I hope so let me ask you this how should we make money give us some money-making idea, many many ways give me an idea, keep working, that's it whatever is you feel keep working on it you make money give me a different idea right now if I said Baba I need, a way to make money fast what should i do not even fast I do. Lots. Of money you don't need lots of money if you make enough money to live on little, money to save for the future this would be so good okay well right now I'm making enough money to live on so what's the problem no problem be happy that you, satisfied, so why isn't like antennas I will spend many years making, money put, in savings, in the bag and, they die leave everything behind so why is my life ten outta ten bad if I have money to survive on that life is not money life is happiness I'm happy though if you happy that's it I enjoy, sitting on this couch while you play Nintendo.

There's Big difference between somebody spent, an hour in the couch and somebody go two hours in the gym two hours in the street when, our in the Sun big difference, you see so my dad is dropping gems guys basically what he's saying is I need to get my crap, together I need to start sleeping at appropriate hours, I mean my dad doesn't like me waking up late my dad my whole life has woken up at like 6:00 a.m. he, used to run businesses. That he used to be gone all day for come home then chill I used to call my dad guys, and be like yo ba ba I made this amount of money this my money so it used to make them happy, seeing that I was like doing, something for myself but now that they see me just sleeping, my days away and not really, working it's concerning, for them and I completely understand, with that being said guys check, this out I'm gonna relate to you guys right now okay so I'm taking new, medication, my dad hates that ba how do you so. We're not gonna get into that right now in front of my dad but I'm taking a new medication and, it was doing good and I was doing better and that's what I'm able to go to the gym but for the last couple of days I've been not, really wanting to do anything not really wanting to go to the gym like right now I took pre-workout, that's why I'm talking a little bit faster, because I'm trying to get myself to want to go to the gym so right now at least I'm going to go to the gym which is a step up but I haven't really had a desire to do anything outside of that and that's I think a problem because that's comfortability, when you're content, with your ways and your ways aren't good that's when it becomes a problem so the fact that I'm content waking, up late playing Nintendo switch, all day streaming, at night and not really doing anything I guess, you can classify that, as a problem and that's why there needs to be a solution right muffin little muffin would have much better life if you take care out anywhere.

They Feel the Bark's, tree but it's not depressed, it's not that much snow but she get more depressed if she stays home all day that's a very fair point and that should be a reason that I wake up and take her out. There, is no Sun it's snowy. Okay. So here's the thing guys tomorrow Bob, do you think I can do this tomorrow. Any person in this life could, do anything, they, want nothing to stop any person from doing anything, right okay so tomorrow I'm gonna wake up and take outside you know take her walk with her you could see the Sun go, 1/2 cup coffee go, to the gym look, he's a nice dog very nice dog. By. Doing the. Right things in life believe, me you could cure yourself from. Any depression, or any disease you have with that taking any medicine because if you put yourself in the house all day you, get more depressed you think you sick you need medicine, you that if you do, the, right thing the right Drive you'll feel so good and you forget, about the medicine I agree, with that sentiment, he's not saying depression, isn't real he's not saying depression, is in my head what he's saying is you have to change your habits to get out of the funk that you put yourself in so if I have depression staying, in bed all day staying, at home that's not gonna cure me going outside being. Active, seeing the Sun communicating. With people that would help and benefit, me to beating my depression which, I've never sat down and talked to my parents about but they're they are understanding. And they get what I go through but I do also get what my dad means so right now I think as a start I should go to the gym because I made a deal with myself this year to go to the gym every day this year and I've already missed two days and, that's unacceptable. So I, know I can be everything my parents want me to be or know that I can't be not want me to be because you should do it for yourself I know I can be everything, that I want, to be I just got a warning when your actions, don't match what you're putting out there you're, nothing, because I can say I want to do this this this and this but if I end up doing nothing, then I'm lying to myself you know you can't lie you can lie to everybody I could lie to my dad like a lot of my mom and I can't lie to myself so, what, time is it Bubba seven, o'clock and sad, to say this is gonna be the first time I walk out of my house and I'm. Going to the gym and then I come home and my day is basically done guys I appreciate, you guys for sticking with me though and like wanting, to see me beat this whatever, this is I appreciate. That I appreciate everybody who bought this merch that's on sale right now at cat smart calm, day one sales were booming not only were you guys buying this and the joggers, you guys were also buying the windbreakers. And the dollar merch so I super appreciate it, if you haven't got your merch the link is in the description, below right now and I want to say thank you one more time I know I say thank you a lot you got not only supporting. Me and watching, my stuff you guys are letting me vlog how I wanna vlog so my favorite time on YouTube, ever was, dosa fousey where I can pick up the camera and talk to it my vlogs were driven by emotions. Feelings talking. Motivation, it was always my life it wasn't just action, so the fact that now I can pick up the camera and have a heart-to-heart with my dad and I can tell you guys about what's going on and go to the gym I love the, audience that I have right now so thank you for giving me my love for what I want to do again cuz it's much more fun than right now um right now I'm transparent, right I'm telling you guys I don't want to do anything that's much more fun than doing, something that, I think that you guys might like that, I don't really get enjoyment out of doing when I see the snow the last thing I want to do is complain, I know you guys think that's not a lot of snow everybody, in Canada you made your point I get it alright I got it in the comments, but yeah I like staying at home so thank you guys for giving me my love, muffin, she thought I was about to leave her well I am about to leave you I'm going to the gym okay where'd you go I'm about to go to the gym okay I could do something so mean right now but she's gonna be so mad at me want to go want.

To Go want. To go. That. Gets her so mad guys cuz when I say want to go it means we're leaving, and she's barking like don't forget me don't forget me laughing I'm sorry come here I she's gonna let me pick her up because she thinks we're leaving I'm sorry you have to stay with Si though okay come, here oh let me do with one left hand boom see them tie. Him up in I'll be back. Muffin. I was kidding you can't come you, can't come I'm sorry. It. Was a joke you can't come oh god, she's, behind me isn't she guys oh gosh. Muffin I'm taking the Ferrari you can't come goes. Tire solo when she go over an attire slash. So, my BMW got another flat tire today and my dad woke one he woke me up told me about it so I was about to go to the gym I was about to hop in the Ferrari below I got an idea yeah, muffin. You, want me to sell the motorcycles, right my. Dad wants, me to sell those two motorcycles, really badly if any of you guys are in the market for, rent. Ooh Honda. Motorcycles. Africa, twin or @nc, 700. Amazing. Motorcycles. Let me know barely any miles, on them I don't want to tell my dad this I'm only willing to sell one of them I don't need two motorcycles, but I do want to keep one of them so if you want to buy this, one. The. NC 700, which West Coast Customs like, absolutely. Murdered. With customization, let, me know guys I'll give you guys a really good deal I just I want. To sell them um because my dad text, talks to me about it every single day and now it's time to drive in the Ferrari this, is the worst thing I could do because my BMW, is getting flat tires left and right Ferrari told me do not drive your car in this weather do not drive a car in this weather but I did not pay three hundred thousand, dollars to watch my car sit in a garage and, not drive it so I. Can't, fit in because there's stuff, over there I'm gonna drive the Ferrari today, I don't care I don't, care I, would appreciate if, you don't fight me for what I'm about to say but I went to the gym and I didn't record it but I did go to the gym and I know you guys probably wanted.

To See that because it would motivate you and I apologize, but I just didn't, but if you'd like to know what I did I did ten sets of ten squats, at 135. So, not a lot of weight but I just needed to get back into the oh you. Know dipping, low making sure my form is correct because I used to squat heavy I used to squat 315, but I finally got back on the squatting, game so I did 10 sets of 10 at 135, I apologize. For not recording it what I would like to say is while I was at the gym I got a text to notify me that all of these raw hoodies, and all of the raw joggers, sold out and honestly, guys from, the bottom of my heart no BS thank you guys so much because, for years I've wanted to create, quality brand, that you guys can trust and you guys can support and, know that the money that you guys are spending you're getting a quality product, out of and you're getting it at a really, fast time because literally if you purchase, it like if you purchased, it today it ships out today, and I thank you guys so much for that I thank you guys for trusting, me and I thank you guys for spending your hard-earned money on the merch it helps, me more than you know and I'm not even bs you guys you guys know my situation you know my situation with you too so when you guys support me on the merch it really I can cry, it helps me so much so as I told you guys one door closes I got to find new doors and I think I really need to put a lot of time and energy into this raw brand because there's so much more that's gonna come out I still have the pre-workout, I still have the gym gear I still have the girl line I have so much stuff so thank you for trusting me if you haven't already purchased. Any of the, raw brand gear, don't worry because these are on sale right now on the website it might be sold out by the time this video comes out because there's only 20 pieces left and if it is I apologize, but these jackets, right here these are our jackets, that I always show the windbreakers, are available, in camel, and black and also the dollar merge so if you go on CARICOM, be sure to get all that stuff because, these are a restock. Of a previous, sell out so these aren't gonna come back again these might if there's a demand for them but those nah, they're, gone so thank you guys so much cats merge calm I'm seriously, grateful, because being able like gosh. I didn't want to get, into this being, able to tell my parents like hey mama and Baba like the merch sold out like, you know I made some money today is a great feeling especially, when your parents are stressing about you so honestly, hope you guys can see the genuineness, from my eyes I appreciate. You guys again for spending your hard-earned money and trusting. Me and buying the merch I think it's gonna be a good year for the raw brand, thank you guys you know what we need to do we need to start a project where is that anybody I can get to come like remodel. This because like I know we remodeled, the basement, but guys ever since we did it I haven't done anything else like look that stays there all the time that's, the couch i watch, netflix on as you can see my loafers, I'm very relatable, guys I'm not saying X I'm trying to be like hey guys look I'm like you I'm serious I live a very normal life like a chill on my couch i watch netflix i, eat Chex Mix, I don't pick up after myself I do a lot of things that I think you guys might be able to relate to I'm struggling. To figure out what I want to do in life some, days I don't want to go to the gym you know sometimes, I plan an event with friends, then when that day comes I want to bail takes, me forever to reply, texts, now I don't think the things I'm describing, are things that make me a bad person I think there are things that make me human and a lot of you guys can relate to you know what guys I just realized something in this extra, room like look I've been hiding it here oh my god this might be so dope so check this out I actually talked, about this a long time ago and I think it's time to finally do it is there a light here alright check this out in here, oh my god check this out guys there is, original. Dose of pussy, rubberish, shirts oh my, god and also there, are check. This out original. Oh my god let me turn this inside out you guys are gonna love this there are original. These are original, guys these are like antique, cuz the grind don't stop man, these designs are so silly but they were done like by me and I really like like, I put pride into these and see how it says D laughs right here so basically I, have hundreds.

Of Shirts tank, tops and wristbands, right here I'm gonna throw a crazy idea your way look, there's a lot if, I were to put them on cats, merch calm, and sell them on a flash sale price, for like $10. Or whatever, and to give you guys a chance to buy a piece, of history because as you guys know dose of pussy was a part of my life your life but it is no more let me know because I could send, those to the company, and tell them to sell it for us at a very cheap price reasonable, price that's actually, a Wow, why, do I treat my stuff like this yeah you know what guys that's gonna be our next project Wow two of them I don't even know I had two of them and I have a 10 million subscribers anyways, I need to hang that stuff up so let me know if you guys are down for that merch that's, crazy I know I'm just constantly talking but there's so much I want to talk to you guys about like, I drove the Ferrari today and as, soon as I drove it I was like yeah I would never trade this in I'm not gonna trade it in for the GTR I'm not gonna trade it in for anything a 488. Is like it's one-of-a-kind guys, it's it's it's a masterpiece, and, driving, it today really made me realize like, yo stop, like no sorry mamma sorry Baba no I'm keeping the Ferrari okay the next thing we have to talk about this, is where I do my streaming, for those of you who don't know I usually sit here and my friend sits here and we stream video game, all night usually now I stream on a website called twitch a lot of you might not know about it a lot of you do I roughly, have about a thousand, people who watch extreme. But, do you guys think I should stop streaming on twitch and I said switch, to streaming, on YouTube on either fouseytube, or dose of pussy let me know what you guys think because right now I am doing it on twitch but as you know it's not benefiting my YouTube whereas if I streamed on fouseytube, then I can constantly, promote, cats and I can get people to join cats and I could get you know it's, just in a house let me know I know there's so many things I'm asking, you to let me know and you're. Like how are you gonna see all this stuff I'll read the comments, and I'll also read the tweets that you guys send me a lot of the times you guys send me tweets like I think you should do this I think you should do that and it really helps me so if you can tweet me one, of you just bought merchandise, that's what that means you know what I'm gonna do right now actually since one of you guys just bought merchandise, I'm gonna do something different today hold on guys I apologize I'm talking so much okay, I'm gonna go to orders, I'm gonna shout out you guys by your names first, names people who bought merch today I know I just changed this topic, but here we go shout out to Samir, Khan shout out to Armando, Hernandez. Cruz Stephanie, Aguilar, Cesar, Martinez. Selenia. Sepideh. Melanie, Rojas, Jason. Veissy Cox, Stacey, Rodriguez. Xavier, guardado, Chaz Abe Saheed, Oh Shawn he, came, Torres, Jennifer, Jill's Anthony, Carew. Careless. Bassel El Khatib aldrin, Kaluza, Abdul. La Lu Derek, white, Yanni. Papadopoulos, that's a sick, name Yanni. Papadopoulos. Her last name is Papadopoulos. That is sick Jennifer, Giles, custodial. Bargain, yes mean, Henriksen. A smile, of Med harem I add and Vadim, naman. Those are just some of the names that purchase merchandise today. So he's. Nice showed love thank you guys and, you again I'm talking so much I really, easy like dosa fousey days to the max I really wonder if you guys are even watching this right now man this is unacceptable. I'm literally sleeping on a mattress because, you guys know this part of a bed this scrunchy part it always falls off so I ended up sleeping there that's unacceptable. And I thought about it remember how my mom was yelling at me she was like put your clothes away do your bed it's my sound bad can we fix my hat I want to come out with a hat by the way that's what I want to come out I texted the people today and I said it's unacceptable that I've been wearing this hat for so many years I need to come out with a signature, hat that I wear every single, day. I just haven't solidified, a design yet but that's what I want to do cuz you guys know me and hats although I'm not scared to rock no hat now but I just you know I like hats anyways, in LA I used to have a cleaning lady come, once a week I shouldn't say cleaning lady she was like a second, mother to me she was amazing, she used to come once a week she you know always checked up on me took care of the cleaning always made sure I was in tip-top shape, so the difference, I know this is gonna sound firstworldproblems, whatever.

The Difference between now and then I have, been accustomed to, lie yeah go and do my bed and clean my clothes whatever knowing. That somebody was gonna come clean it for me now in New Jersey as you guys can see you, know my mom sometimes, when she gets pissed does it for me you know how moms are but other than that there's no cleaning lady right now so that's why my stuff is like all over the place and I'm sleeping in beds like this and my clothes are there and you know my stuff, is there that's, unacceptable, that's. Unacceptable, we have to do something about this I'm going on strike right now what's, up guys so I'm gonna introduce you to somebody who I've never introduced, you to he's my friend. With. What. I'm about to say you guys might be like cuz you guys aren't used to this you might be like why are you so mean to him you see if like you guys used to do with all my other friends after, med hua ji highly. Whoever this dude he's like my brother he's like my little brother he's really young he's only 19 I always, spit real stuff to him he's, like he makes mistakes in life we on the stream helped him so first, of all shout out to the stream as you guys can see so, this is what I do how I spent my night see all these people they're, laughing like. Mayo this, full of lame LMAO, damn, been exposed haha hi YouTube, what up cats he's. Getting red what's up what's up so this is what I do every night guys we, come, we, stream but let me just tell you guys so this guy comes into my house sits, down mind, you my, house smells good my mom cleans um, I, took a shower I'm wearing the freshest merch in the game I have this hoodie on I have dollar right here I have this right here you guys know that sound means that one of you guys just bought merch but he comes into my house, smelling. Like you, know you know when you've been wearing shoes all day and you finally take them off that's not, what he's lying. He's. Mad cuz I brought, this out and I sprayed him with it in the rooms most times they got on my phone like you can't spray Old Spice like that get on people don't come to somebody's house smelling like that smelly, clothes by giving. You a pair of socks. You. Guys want to see him in the vlog more give this video a big thumbs up because I never add characters, into these vlogs but this dude is the biggest character of them all because. He's nicknamed weasel. He's. Nicknamed. After. I got you coffee we got you like to me we're brothers you get each other stuff that doesn't mean you come to my house smelling, I don't I smell good, but I've always smell good I've always smell good every, any time I've come oh my god, what did you do today like, straight up what did you do today what, are you talking about Bryce not good did. You go to a restaurant today no you, didn't go to any kind of restaurant today no I did not go to any come over yeah we're wearing those socks at work no you're. So. When did you change into those songs what do you mean when what what time today like right before I came here we talked about those, are fresh pairs of socks well no no because I worry so my cousin's house is now see exactly, I came here for my cousin's house don't say that but this is technically right before I came here don't say I'll because that's when I would put my head and smell your sweat but my head would be getting a little too close so I'm okay I don't see we need to steer clear to see what are you saying, is rule, of thumb guys when you come to somebody's house smell, nice or else you're gonna get sprayed with Old Spice oh good I smell good I smell desperado, Old Spice I promise, I promise I sprayed, on.

That's. Not. Even. The check look you the. Fifth degree a, use of smell his armpits. Somebody put the muffin emoji so look guys if you guys follow me on Twitch next, hour you. Can put you can put pussy muffin, or dollar by the way guys if your subscribers, on Twitch there's 25, new emotes about to come to you guys so stay tuned bro I'm sorry welcome, to the world it, smells bad bro I said it now though it's better it's better it's, better well I smell good. No. Bronk telling you it. Wasn't I don't know what man I smell again holy, crap. You, know you smell like like you chilled in Subway for five hours, you had PE in your shoes and, then you spray. It acts to cover it up don't do that don't do that don't. Do that please don't, say that did you have subway today I did not have some words did you have subway no I did not put that on something I swear on my mom's life I did not have, subway, today did you end up getting McDonald's, us and I was your home I did not what you trying to keep you, guys are not gonna understand, all of these jokes you guys are probably like you said is so mean to this kid you have to you. Have to join us we've to understand, guys you have to join the stream to understand, I'm gonna stream now but I just wanted to show you guys. Gotta. Get back to the stream so you know how my dad was saying that, I go to sleep at like 4:00 or 5:00 in the morning and then I wake up really, late and he was like that's what not to do well it, kind of just happened, right now again, as, you can see I'm playing rocky league right here the stream is still going on as you can see all, those people are. Watching. The stream and. All 760. People are still in the string showing low 760, people on at what time bro it's worth like I'm getting delusional, I still haven't even taken my medication yet, which I talked about earlier on this vlog there's still so much I have to do what I do want to say is unbelievably. These, windbreakers. Restocked. Yesterday. And both. The camel and the black sold out today I know I talked about the merch a lot but I've just been blown away by the support you, see how that door closed and I really see an open door that can come in the way of the raw brand the pre-workout, hasn't come out the workout gear hasn't come out there's so much that can happen I love you guys so much you guys always help me find a way thanks for being here for day 9. I believe I said in the beginning in the video day, 9 whatever, I know it's the low number but it's day by day tomorrow is day 10 and day 11 then day 12 and we're gonna have a really cool end of January, because it's my sister's, birthday then it's my birthday if then it's my brother and dad's birthday, all in January, so it's gonna be a really fun time you're gonna see me go to DC you're gonna see me go to LA and yeah, hopefully I actually do stick to this and I do actually go, to those places anyways I love you guys so much and I'll see you guys here tomorrow if you didn't already go ahead and subscribe, let's, reach 1, million subscribers. And if, you're wondering when I'm giving away the car probably, next week love, y'all.

2018-01-16 21:18

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