The Ups and Downs of Life | Vlog 6
good morning guys today i woke up quite early because i am so excited because today i'm going to see the van that has the most probabilities to be mine and i'm so excited i'm so excited i woke up so early in the morning i did my makeup i also oh my goodness i like my skin lately i've been taking a lot of care about my skin lately and the results are amazing so i will probably share my secrets no secrets here anyway i'm so excited because today in the afternoon i'm going i'm gonna film it so don't worry don't worry you will see it and yeah i'm so excited i'm so excited because even my father liked the van which is very strange okay it's very strange because my father is against this one situation so let's see let's see i'm so excited that i woke up early as i told you i'm gonna film few videos then work a little bit on the side job that i told you that i am working on for this week maybe next week also i don't know hopefully gonna finish that work soon also tomorrow no but on saturday i have a new cruise that is coming so also have to go there oh my goodness so many things so many things happening so yeah i will keep you updated on the event situation and let's just let's just go and work a little bit just a little bit um oh my goodness i need to touch up my makeup i am having such a big importance when it comes to the surge of the van i was crying few minutes ago because the person that we were going to see the van uh we asked him to send us the location and he told us that he's awake for for one week and that he won't be able to to be there today maybe we will talk in a week or so and and that's it and no more information and nothing else and it's very important that when you thought that you know it was there that your dream was there all of a sudden there's something somebody that take that dream away or takes that dream away i can't not even speak right now i speak right now so my apologies so oh my goodness this is giving me such a headache like a big headache and i don't know i don't know you know i feel like leaving everything outside lucky we have a new dog neighbor so he's that's why he is lucky um so yeah i just feel like you know living my dream aside and just keep going with my life and we will see in the future but at the same time i feel like mimi no please come on keep going just keep going but oh my goodness it's giving me such a big headache you know headache anxiety stress and i just i just can't i just can't hey guys so after that a small breakdown new news um i am going now i just found another one and oh my goodness the thumb here okay so better and me and my parents are going now to just to look that one okay that one is closer it's like uh 30 minutes away from here and it looks nice okay with fair price and everything so i'm still with anxiety with nerves and i mean i feel like i cannot eat anything right now okay i have like a bowl in my stomach so i haven't eat any lunch i'm nervous i don't know why i'm so nervous so yeah i'm between excited between anxious between a stress between oh my goodness too many feelings at the same time so let's let's just pray for the best i mean the moment you are watching this i will already know if i got it or not but you know i haven't still oh my goodness this is ah there are so many ups and downs today so many ups and downs let's go good morning guys oh my goodness first coffee it's hot okay so i have new updates the event that we went to watch yesterday i mean was in worst conditions that we thought we thought that it was gonna be in better conditions but no i found another one okay found another one and i don't know if today or this weekend we are gonna go to watch it in person it's also one hour away like drive from here so we'll see because because it's far it's far but anyway we're just gonna we're just gonna see if we can if we will be able to to watch the ban or not and if not we decided that we will just wait okay we will just wait and see if there if there will be any available nearby okay not for now for now all the ones that are nearby are not in a very good condition and if they are they are very high price so we'll see we'll wait and loki is there as always i mean how cute is he lucky i don't know what he's doing i have no idea anyway yeah that's the plan tomorrow i am going to the cruise board again to work and on sunday i think we have something and now i will just take you with me jesus christ okay so so yeah that's the plan i know that i always have you here with me in the terrace i know it um i know it i'm sorry you only get able to see the terrace and lucky he's coming he's coming and here having breakfast best meal of the day oh it's too hard to steal so yeah and for today the plan is still to keep working on the website thing and that's it just keep working on the website thing also try to edit few videos and that's it that's the whole plan for now we'll see in the afternoon if we do something or not i would just cut it here lucky lucky lucky oh my goodness you're so cute yes you are yes you are oh my god what what do you want tell me good morning guys oh my goodness with my uniform at the back i don't know if you can see it right there that's ukrainian that's the basque flag the flag where i am from and yeah guess what let's go to work yes i'm filming with my phone because i don't want a cat i don't want to carry that camera so it's work so oh my goodness my morning voice my uniform uniform uniform let's go to work morning face sometimes but sometimes sometimes it learns instead hey guys here working here at the tourism office and also working on the videos so two words at the same time let's be safe after work we decided to come to ilbao just for a walk and have something to it and loki is here oh well i can't hey guys so i didn't know how to end this video and i decided that as i have to do my makeup right now to film new main channel videos i was gonna do a small talk with you you know just get ready and all of that so so yeah that's that's gonna be the plan i'm gonna make a few updates and clear out everything that has happened this week so which is not been as small or little it's been quite a lot of things so so yeah that's the plan for for the ending of this video and if you listen you know pause it's it's lucky it's lucky over there just playing with i don't know with what actually was one of his toys anyway um oh my goodness i'm so tired i'm so tired yesterday it was such a crazy day um okay whatever oh my goodness the lightning here is so bad oh my goodness i don't know even how to put it's the shadow of the mirror so i'm sorry for that so so yeah to sum up what what happened with the van was that i had few options this week okay after having none because you know the first one that i was gonna watch this week told me that he was out for a week so he will not be able to to show me the the van and that made me i don't know a little bit sad in a way because you know i was quite sure that that van was for me was meant for me and all of the sudden this man comes and he said no you know i'm not gonna be able to show it to you this week i'm sorry and he didn't even give any options you know like for example i'm coming back next wednesday or friday i don't care so i will call you then he didn't give any options so so yeah something very strange okay so i don't know that made me feel sad and not in my best but anyway um i almost gave up to be honest i almost gave up but i found another one well actually two i found two one that you know it was not something i was praying for you know but you know just in case i went to see it and i don't know why in reality it was in a worse condition that in in the pictures so so yeah another you know another low there another moment alone moment there and after that i called a man that i fell in love with a van a few weeks ago and i don't know why we never called that man but all of a sudden after feeling that way after the second one we called them what we call him and he at first it was also a strange like yeah well we will have to wait and he didn't give any explanation but all of the sudden uh he called back and he said that he's also looking for another van but he doesn't want to be without a van before getting a new one so next week he will call us if yours or not if he already got van or not if he got a new van he will be selling the old one and he he got our phone number so he's he told us that he's gonna call back so let's let's hope let's pray and and yes and let's see and i also decided that that this is another new decision that i made i guess i'm gonna start doing my makeup because if not i'm just gonna keep talking and do nothing um if this van is not what we think of i decided that i would go to the to the house to the car house like volkswagen for example and buy maybe not a new one but a zero kilometer one you know that it's cheaper than a new one and yeah we'll try to save more money for for that and you know what i will wait a little bit more but just make sure that it's in a good condition that you know all that things so so yeah i'm now in hands of this last van to see what happens and and all of that so so that's the idea small update oh my god lucky don't cry oh my goodness don't cry so yeah that's that's the update on the van and i wanted to you know make a small recap because i know that there has been a lot of things going on this week and i haven't explained it properly so i decided to you know just sit down and chill and start here with you so so yeah those are the decisions that we took this week about the man my goodness i have no idea that it was gonna be this difficult to to get a van i had no idea oh my goodness this is this is driving me crazy so crazy giving me so much stress and anxiety but now you know that i have things clear more or less okay more or less um that if not this van i'm just gonna wait you know i'm not gonna search for another one or whatever but i'm just gonna wait i also saw that they sell in in the house in their own house um like secondhand cars so maybe i will also check that so we'll see okay we'll see i'm just gonna i'll delete all the apps all the marketplace apps on my phone and and just wait if you know if nothing good happens with this last month let's pray let's pray because oh my goodness i love it i love it so i'm i'm not gonna put any pictures here because i don't know i feel like if i show it to you i'm just like it's not gonna come a reality that it's gonna be mine or something i'm just gonna keep it as a small secret okay and if in case in case i get that one i will show it to you like the very first second that i get it i will show it to you on on instagram so don't worry don't worry um so yeah as i tell you that's an update on the van situation what else what else i don't know to be honest i don't know oh my goodness this oh my goodness i love this foundation well it's not the foundation it's a scissor cream this one by chanel oh my god this is so good that is so so so oh my god is this dark i don't know i will try to edit after and put a little bit of more light because the the shadow of the of the mirror is giving me shadows obviously here so my goodness once again i have so many ideas on mind already it's true that the moment that i get in the van i am not gonna be able to just you know get the van and start traveling is true because of the situation but you know i want to make few updates to the van because that van is so good price and it's it's already all the inside done not the my favorite way but it's done you know at least so and it has a lot of things that comes with it so let's let's let's see i want to make it a few upgrades because it's a little bit old so few upgrades but yeah very happy very excited and i i just cannot wait to start you know filming the videos that i have on mind and all of that not i mean i'm gonna film one reconversion um because i mean it's already done i'm just gonna make a few changes if if i get that one but i also wanna film like a storytelling videos that i am not able right now to to film because i have so many on my mind that i cannot do right now i don't know if i am explaining myself well or not or just driving you crazy anyway i am so so so excited to finally be getting one and start doing what i love that'll be crazy right that'll be crazy making your dreams come true it's a scary and and exciting at the same time i don't know if you can understand me but if you can oh my goodness i just can't wait so so yeah that's all the updates that i had to tell you and what else about this week um i went to to my few days at month job uh at the cruise court oh my goodness i enjoy it so much so much it's so much fun i actually yesterday yesterday which was the last ship well not the ship i was at the terminal at the tourism office it was so much fun because there were british people british and scottish people and oh my goodness they are so nice so so so so nice people i really love and enjoy talking with with british and scottish people i love scotland you know that you know that but yeah i mean taking that aside like nothing actually new well yes well yes yes just something else new oh my god it's too much blush i don't care i love blush i love fluff of blush um this week i also haven't been filming so much because i was working at let's say two three jobs at the same time i was um you know in a website that it's already done i have a client who wants me to put all the new season products inside and there they are like 300 products in two weeks so it's just driving me crazy okay it's driving me crazy it's taking me a lot of time of filming of doing my things my own things and having my own space and doing whatever i want so yeah that has been taking me also time from from filming more content for for this channel oh my gosh okay and i'm crazy i always forget to put powder on my skin to settle oh my goodness i love my skin right now it's just so good i don't like to put too much powder because i like glowy glowy effect on my skin but just a little bit to fix things they fix the the foundation so so yeah um that has been taking a lot of time of my own own time of doing my own content so yeah driving me crazy as i told you also working at the tourism office also taking me time and even though there are not many days but it also takes me time for example tomorrow i am going on a excursion on an outing out no outing like excursion okay with with the enterprise that i work for those days in the tourism office so oh my goodness i'm just gonna fix okay to put a lot of makeup so so yeah i'm also gonna be filming that for next vlog because it's gonna be quite interesting and you know it's an excursion so for free they are gonna take me so that's always great and yeah i don't know next week it will be full of cruises so also that's gonna take me a lot of time i always try to edit few videos when i am there the last few hours when you know no no tourists come to the office so that's also a good thing because i can do two things at the same time and yeah that's that's the plan for next week to be honest and let's see let's see what happens out the van and and i love that so yeah i'm just gonna finish my makeup and thank you goodbye a big goodbye and a big thank you for for watching this week with me spending this week with me another one i decided that i will be filming vlogs every week with the most like with the things i i do not every day but if i do something amazing well amazing i mean you know what i do like something not ordinary out of my routine okay i will be filming that for example tomorrow that i am going on that excursion i will be filming that like few parts okay not a lot but just few few things of the exclusion and i don't know if i will be taking the the camera with me or not or maybe just filming with my phone i don't know anyway you know the highlights of the week i will be taking you with me just enjoying the week and chilling in these not very worked videos even though when i am editing this video takes me longer than the main channel one because you know as i have to put music and coordinate music and all of that and decide which music to put it always takes me longer than i think but it's okay i love doing this kind of content too i love filming music videos and i love filming like this relaxed videos too so be gentle with me oh my goodness i love my skin i'm gonna show you now my skin if you're interested maybe we can do a skin routine or something like that and show you what i've been doing lately i have changed my routine also makeup routine okay so it all had an effect on on the skin so yeah i'm just gonna finish my my eyes my lips and i'm done i am done okay so that's it i am all done oh my god look at my skin i mean i know it's not the most perfect one but it has a glow that has never had oh my goodness this is just so crazy that glow oh my goodness oh my goodness i never had this like feeling of smooth and you know glowy skin so if you're interested or not on that just um let me know and yes i just wanted to to to tell you that thank you thank you thank you thank you so much as always for for watching this video for being with me for helping me grow and for for everything just for everything okay so thank you so much for for that i love you you know that i love you guys i love you tones so yeah i hope to to see you on the next video bye bye bye bye bye bye bye that we get one just one chance you
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