A week in the life, living in a jungle in Panama
right time there's a little bit of construction in the background happening because these tree houses are in a period of renovation and other stuff and tori's coming we just woke up yeah we did it's like 10. and taylor says she made coffee okay okay what are you doing we're just chatting here about what we're gonna do two friends catching up i think we're gonna go to an island today or we're gonna go to we're gonna take a boat to an island or we're gonna go to this beach nearby called bluffs beach right right we haven't meant to either do we have a consensus on what we want to do no we need to talk to taylor she's our tour guide yeah she's our tour guide and we only have like two more days here i already have since been we only have like two more days here and then we're going to san jose and tori and i are flying out we're separating with taylor and yeah i know how are you feeling about that i feel fine i mean it's been a long trip we extended it way longer than we got it's been like almost it's been a month yeah yeah so i'm happy and i'm going to see you soon i know but it's going to be sad to leave the jungle for sure so i feel like we're going to look back on these moments and be really nostalgic but in this moment i'm feeling like it feels right to be leaving in a few days which works out actually because like a week ago when we extended it and we had four more days it did not feel right we were like it does not feel right that was way too soon yeah so now it just feels like it feels like we live here now and we're going to travel somewhere else i'm flying back to colorado she's going back to austin and then you're going to the beach and then you're coming to visit me in colorado yes and i'm so excited about that and to be in cold weather it has been so hot and no reprieve from it like there's no air conditioning in here and even a fan to where i'm like i want cold like i want an ac i want to be in a like type of weather where i could like put a jacket on and bundle up do you really we were talking about christmas time last night i know we were like snowy weather we were we're just like so obsessed we're like yeah like in colorado all the snow and just like okay but this is also so amazing and magical like no yeah the weather the feet of it it like makes you happy all the time yeah it really does feel like that and i think like heat is amazing if you have an ocean right by yeah so you can just go into the ocean and just keep jumping in the ocean and that feels so good and like my skin feels so good here outside if it never gets dark i'll never go inside working down the line hold his breath and closes his eyes if the game never ends we'll never go inside never say goodbye to this moment never say good night i never told him but i can't walk don't go inside don't leave me watching satellites spin from the trunk of the old man's car takes a breath and closes his eyes if i never shut the door go inside never say goodbye to this moment don't go inside don't leave me maybe to you but not to me i see a silly face walking around smiling at me i don't see what you mean maybe try to go back to that we need to hold the lyrics it's five by five minions why did you see my home i don't know what's your favorite idea mine is being created the idea you're just trying to think creatively now when you look at this orange tell me please what do you see it's just a boring old orange baby to you but not to me i see a silly face looking around smiling at me i don't see what you mean looking creatively take a look at my hair i use my hair to express myself i use my hair to express myself don't you find it exciting hi baby i love you i love you how are you doing good um if you want help you can if you don't have to um i need to fry these beans and heat up some tortillas my name is taylor rohr and this is a vlog takeover welcome to sarah's channel um i'm your special guest this is our cabin in the woods we're in the woods in panama i just had to beg sarah to cook food because i'm literally losing my cognitive abilities i hope you guys are all having a beautiful day um love you ready it's so dating a easy who lives in a van me and this girl i love her squirrels and when we go dance you don't want me to put them down in your bed i would rather that happen but he's very cute freddie how did you catch him he was just on the ground he's so cute i think he's a little scared yeah i think he's expanding oh maybe i don't want him to explode okay so so basically um a palm tree needs a seed like every plant so obviously a coconut is a seed for a palm tree because they sprout coconuts so when a palm tree is like a little baby and it's still like a sprout it starts forming this inside and so if you uproot it then and crack it open then you have sponge coconut instead of coconut water what does it taste like you eat the sponge yeah do you want to take a bite of it yeah whoa what did that taste like wow it's kind of like fibrous it tastes like a sponge yeah like a coconut it tastes like a coconut like the texture is spongy so i wish i had a headlamp huh should i hold them the difference between intuition and fear it's important to recognize the difference between intuition and fear reliable intuitions convey information in a neutral unemotional way they feel right in your gut and are compassionate and affirming sometimes when you experience these intuitions you may feel detached as if you're in a theater watching a movie in contrast fears have a high emotional charge they often convey critical messages about old psychological wounds such as i am not good enough journaling about your top five fears will clarify which intuitions to be suspicious of for instance you might have a fear of abandonment or being unsuccessful another fear some of my patients struggle with is that they're too emotionally damaged to sustain healthy relationships as i tell them even if you've been deeply wounded you can learn to open your heart again true intuitions will never put you down or enforce destructive attitudes they always support your best choices and behaviors set your intention i will practice recognizing the difference between my fears and intuitions i will trust intuitions that encourage my highest good what are your top five highest fears please let me is your face just says it all that's all it needs to be said yeah so we biked here like two miles from where we're staying i just learned how to ride a bike she just turned out a bike and today yeah the the roads are like really rocky and muddy definitely not beginner roads for somebody who just learned how to bike so that was rough already but we got here it's a beautiful beach we like had a good time at the beach got tossed a little by the waves but a good time and then it was kind of our fault it was definitely our fault we didn't lock up the bikes and we really should have but we were just so tired after that bike ride like we were really hot we were just all done with it we were like we want to go in the ocean like yeah so we went in the ocean anyways when we were done at the beach we came out and one of the bikes is gone so yeah now we have two bikes three people and we're calling a taxi so that's what we're waiting for right now and how how are we feeling because this is lily's bike that is definitely at an all-time low for me personally yeah my back hurts um i feel kind of stupid there's definitely signs that say to lock your bike up and that the ocean's scary i knew in my soul that this wasn't in flow and i felt resistance to coming i felt resistance to biking i felt resistance to being in the ocean and this is just a sign the jungle's speaking through me and you should trust your intuition listen to the jungle when it speaks through you because this is what happens when you don't oh yeah she's like yeah what are you doing with my left hand these years the shadows grow again his head weighs me down oh my gosh lonesome past so i just want to know i just want to hear you say that there's a chance i'll know you again my roots reject the medicine i search for you in dreams left you were even reticent yet bursting at the seams wait so i just wanna know i just wanna hear you say that there's a change so i just want to know so foreign
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